“As long as you have someone who loves you, life isn’t a waste. So when things go wrong and you feel like quitting, please remember you’ve still got me”
I feel it has been long since I last emptied my mind into this blank page, but I feel I need to let out most of the foolish feelings and thoughts going inside the mind of someone who is truly, madly and deeply in love. And so, I dedicate this time of my day to my heart.
As Love has struck my soul and the man of my dreams has walked into my life, we both are trying to stay composed in the insanity of a long distance relationship.
Whenever I think about how we met, and about our heavenly connection, I can’t help but think that it was divine intervention. Two strangers miles apart, we meet by chance and our paths crossed like we are meant to be together. You came into my life when it was all dark, brightened up my days and showed me the way. And For the first time in my life I feel true happiness, but I can’t help missing our intimacy.
How silly it is to live by the calendar. Have you ever tried that? I count days till our next vacation together, I count days till I am yours forever, and I count days till I wake up next to you again and feel safe. I try to stop counting days… But how can I stop counting days when the reason I am breathing is the same that takes my breath away every second of the day.
Do you know why I count days?
I count days because I want to drink my morning cup of coffee with you
Because I want to watch a movie and sleep in your arms
Because I want to go on dates with you
I count days because I miss looking at you while you shave and get ready for work
I count days because I want to eat your home made popcorn
I count days because I want to hold you in my arms and hug you forever
I cant wait for our day to come, it will be a celebration of Life and Love. And then I will throw all the calendars away. But for now, let me count the days, because every day that passes is brining me closer to life.